It is Impossible to Be Deprived
The Flowers Of Guidance Volume One Nine Instructive Steps to Gaining Knowledge Step 3: Obtaining Knowledge
However, it seems unlikely that a person can maintain deprivation from the rays of sunshine and the benefits of water. He will have to realize the truth sooner or later, and once he does; he will become blessed by the radiant rays of this divine light. However, he will feel remorse from the injustice he imposes on himself by depriving himself of the divine grace.